Thursday, May 26, 2011

Ade juga manusia laknat cmni?

Posted by Mama Safiya and Adam at 4:44 PM
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Petang ni terbaca berita kat yahoo Malaysia ttg pompuan nak mampos ni.. menyirap darah! lahanat! ntah cane la blh terlepas manusia ni? blh dia memaki hamun agama ALLAH. Ya ALLAH, nak baca pn takot ap yang dia tulis kat website dia ni. Mnt dijauhkan dari manusia camni. bawa bala je kat Malaysia ni.... mmgla &^%$)%$@^*( ... sila lawati website orang pompuan nak mampos masuk neraka jahanam tu utk keterangan lanjut! ckp pnjg xda gunenya;

http://makcikhajjahsittalwuzara2u.wordpress.com/.

thursday hurt me the most....

Posted by Mama Safiya and Adam at 9:17 AM
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this is life. if there's no sad things happen our day is not colorful. btul? but for me, i rather to choose happy moments in life than facing mende2 yang xspttnya dan tdak djangka..salah ke saya menceroboh email Mr. S? saya tahu, salah. it's not a good idea. but curiosity kills the cat...right? i kill myself when i let him used my office pc yesterday evening. stupid n careless me... i am sorry but sumtimes i cannot help myself from investigating him. not that much, only few times. i found out so much things. i try to compare myself with all his past %6&8%$... bengang juga. tapi, i need to find n know sumthing before i decided to get marry this september. sadly to say, i am frustrated. totally lost this morning. worst is,  i don't talk much, i don't take my breakfast n i don't salam his hand, i don't say even sorry to him n so bad me when i don't say bye2 n smile at him when he go back. am i too egoist? no, i just can't help myself when i hurt.

he is a very good man. so far, i don't see any guys that really love me like he do. however, i have difficulties to trust people. but i don't say i don't trust him at all, i don't say he is bad guy. i just arghhhh!! i don't know dear. my life is not that good compared to others. i am grateful. but i actually afraid of myself, sad bout my face skin, afraid when people judge me dgn truk skali. i macam gila kan? my dear fiance don't allowed me to cry, but i realized when i don't cry, my heart jadi batu. i da xjd cm dlu. that was what Mr. S said to me. i rasa bad sgt.
Ya ALLAH...i am sorry. tp i pun rasa truk sgt. sgt2. i am not a good woman, even i try. i just don't like to share. i just wnt to be the one n only. mmg i tamak. tp...i rasa i kna pentingkan diri sndr kadang2.


i am sorry... :-(
bila rasa bersalah dan sedih yang teramat  menyelubungi hati....

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

What a %$&^$ Wednesday?

Posted by Mama Safiya and Adam at 4:56 PM
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salam..hi
huhu...i just came from meeting room. we were having a tea time together with bos. we were celebrating her birthday..sume org pn amik gambar..guess what? even i run, hiding my face, but unfortunately badan mmg xblh sorok..^7%#2%!!! i realize that i am getting fat. yes, im getting fat..ag sekali #$*^%$@@!!.grrrrr..ap da jadi ni?i thought im practicing and eating healthy food...it seems not work at all..at all u know!sungguh marah! xpuas hati ngn diri...begitu tdak bersyukurnya manusia...tapi, hanya yang menghadapi memahami..baru nak selesaikan masalah muka, dtg masalah badan...banyak dosa la ni..smpi ssh nak mustajab doa...kna wt solat sunat bebanyak...
masih adakah waktu untukku kembali seperti ini? Erk..apakah?

tgk je gmbar lama buat aku kembali tension...ckup ke 3 bulan?owh tdak...yakin boleh! cne nak skip mkn mlm ni? Mr. S asyik cakap nak makan ap? i pantang di ajak. selera ad jer! grrrrrr.....blh x nak tarik rambut dia krn dia telah mnybabkan kenaikan berat badan?hahaa..jap ag naa? tgu la....
saja nak tayang pic ngan farisha comel... auntie rindu farisha! paktam xmau bwk jmpe...         
p/s: nnt nak masak nsik ayam..blh amik gmbr tayang :-)

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Makan Sedap2 Today

Posted by Mama Safiya and Adam at 2:52 PM
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Salam..Okay, today nak cte, pg makan sedap. Boss belanja sbb audit ISO ktorg bgus...Hancuss twOs diet aku!! weh ap ni?tlg la sedar da dekat tahu?tp da org blanja kan?huhuhu...jerawat kat muka tiada tnda prubahan. makin naik...ap kes ni?aduh!!tension taw x?sbb tension kot jadi cmni...hahaha...habesla muka aku...hahaha gelak lagi...

Anyway, td masa makan nk je amik gmbr...tp hp cikai..xdptla nk menunaikan hasrat dihati nak tayang kat blog ni... :-) xpa, doakan kekayaanku dunia akhirat amin...


p/s: hari2 pun makan sedap, mr.shamsul blanja kn?

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

it almost one and a half years?!

Posted by Mama Safiya and Adam at 5:27 PM
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errr...sowey taw..tertayang pic u..hihi
Soon will be my engagement anniversary... Alhamdulillah... To my love, i am very lucky to have you in my life.. love you! hehehe

hello world!L

Posted by Mama Safiya and Adam at 4:04 PM
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Salam..and halo world..this is my first time blogging...hope i will never stop blogging!


yeah!
 

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